Sunday, July 6, 2008

One of Those Things...

If something happens over and over, you'd think that you'd get used to it. Oh, if it happens over a span of a few months, even years, you think your brain would have already got you ready so you won't feel that invisible hand crushing your heart all the time.
I mean, WTF? It suddenly occurs to me i should be more hateful of the opposites now.
I stand right here, in this small space and what you look at is me. That's me. I make mistakes, i forget, and i may make the same mistakes over and over. We'd think that's acceptable.
Well I'm sorry. That's just me.
Couldn't anyone just accept this? Sometimes i make these mistakes, over and over. I don't mean to, believe it or not.
Has it ever occured to anyone that maybe i just have a short attention span? But i guess to most that actually equates to "YOU DON'T CARE".
I'm pretty sure all of you do not know what i'm blabbing about. Same with me. But i have to do something, ANYTHING to numb out the pain.

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